I can't help but think that I am having a separation from this world, in the sense that God has pulled me into His realm. He has put me in a very high level of trusting Him in everything that He will provide me.

Right now, I have NOTHINGNESS. No job, no family, no life, no aspect of living, no management. I have NOTHING. He has put me in a broad place, dealing with every speck of wretchedness, building me up. Preparing my footsteps before me, laying the foundations piece by piece.

As I watch life unravel before my eyes, I have a sense of promise of victory already won.