No more pain, no more fears, no more tears.

I surrender ALL. I surrender all relationships. I surrender my activities. I surrender -my- ambitions. I surrender my right to life. I surrender it -all- for my Lord. I surrender my life, for it is wrong.

I have done everything on my own understanding.

I have dwelled in my depression... I now dwell in my Lord. He is greater than anything this world or my mind has to offer.

I could go waver and waste my life. I could revenge all that has been done wrong to me. I could go back to my old ways, or by example of others that don't have regard for the Lord.

My Lord has beat my down to nothingness. He has brought to my attention that I need nothing but His saving grace. I have nothing. Nothing is as relevant to me in my life than my Lord. Nothing is important on earth, for we will leave it behind some day.

No more pain, no more fears, no more tears. To those who don't understand, there will be none of that in Heaven.

Who knows what Jesus will do with me- nobody.