How much longer must this go on...
As I walked yesterday in the fields contemplating my situation in how I fully trust God in every aspect in my life. I am hanging onto my very last threads of money... now I got a problem w/ my bronco that is going to cost a couple of hundred- of which, makes it tough to fathom in spending what money I have on car parts. I am stuck here in Palmer, whence, my wife and I are still considering divorce.
Sooooo, my question is...... what is God trying to do for my future life??? Uncle Don is here by suffering a stroke- does God want me to minister to him? I WAS going to take care of him- but that failed. Grace had her teeth pulled out when I was going seek council for divorce- so that failed. Grace got sick last friday and now I am finally here in Palmer... AND MY BRONCO HAS FAILED!!! Sooooo, I guess I can sit back and see what God is going to do.....
I still gotta look for work, but is God keeping me from it??? I have gotten every job I have applied for except for this time around.
How do I go about fully trusting Him with doubt in my mind... 4 Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice!
5 Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand.
6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
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